Was all over the place this morning. Jittery, skittering around the edges. Stress? Hah. Took a nap and now I feel.. I feel like shit.

Tired of people acting like they care. Obvious they don’t. Just once, I’d like it if someone didn’t bullshit me. And not this “non bullshit” that equates to someone kicking you when you’re down. Why is it that everyone’s “truth” involves you being the sole issue? That it’s somehow always your fault. I can do that on my own, I need someone to tell me that it’s not. Need, I’m sick of needing.

I need a change, something’s got to change and I’m so fucking tired of not changing. I just don’t know how to make it happen. I just know I can’t make it happen. Fuck.